
One play.
That’s all it takes to end a season.
Just one 50/50 ball, just one tackle, just that unrelenting desire to take possession.
Andy Lubahn has known this all along. But this looming vulnerability has only motivated him to work harder, to train with the best, to give himself every competitive advantage possible–even those that at times seemed out of reach. It has also motivated him to be a better teammate, knowing that this fragility inherent to the game spares no man.
Pushing through
On the morning of September 3rd, 2012, during a routine training session following a 1-0 win over West Virginia the night before, Lubahn went for one of these 50/50 balls, and his leg blew out. There wasn’t the sensation of a pop or a tear at the time of the collision, but rather just hollowness.
Just a racing heart, sweat-burned eyes, and then–his fist in the turf.
Lubahn knew in that split second that his season might be lost. It was a moment in which most would have called for help, weighed down by the paralyzing fear of what could be. But Lubahn, to the surprise of no one on the field, pushed himself to his feet, grimaced and limped quietly to the sideline. It’s what he’s done his entire life: pushed through.
Andy Lubahn is no stranger to setbacks–the fate of being born a soccer player in Erie, Pennsylvania is one in itself. In fact, it’s the very challenge he has recurrently worked to overcome since he realized playing professional soccer was his calling.
It forced him to leave the all-boys Catholic high school he attended with his twin brother halfway through his sophomore year so he could enroll in the Brad Friedel Academy in Columbus, Ohio.
Then six months later, it forced him to leave behind his friends and family so he could train with a professional team in Brugge, Belgium.
It meant missing his junior prom, a normal social life. Above all, it meant that his teenage years would requisitely be a transitory, solitary existence.
“I’ve made a lot of personal sacrifices just to stay abreast, to stay competitive,” says Lubahn. “When I was living in Erie, my hometown, when I wasn’t getting invited to these camps, I always had a fear that I would maybe fall behind a bit. It’s tough to catch up if you’re not getting into those camps.”
Wake Forest head coach Jay Vidovich recognized Lubahn’s tremendous dedication to the sport when he first coached him on the U18 national team.
“From Erie, Pennsylvania he found his way onto top teams around the state,” explains Vidovich, “and he was around the right type of coaches and mentors there. Those investments that he put into himself–going overseas–he’s very serious about it, and he also had a realistic picture is his head of what it would take to make it to at the next level.”
The bigger picture
You get a sense of Lubahn’s passion for soccer when he explains what scoring a goal, or winning a big game, or celebrating with his teammates means to him.
But his descriptions of these feelings are not palpably emotional. They are subdued, concise, calibrated–a far cry from the overblown generalizations or the attention-seeking bravado characteristic of many of his peers.
In this sense, they’re refreshing.
It’s not that the passion isn’t there; anybody close to the young man knows this. It just shows through differently: through his intense focus, his methodical game-day preparation, his dedication in the classroom. His unflappability is not solely a product of his ambition, but of his realistic, level-headed perspective.
“I would love to be a professional right now,” says Lubahn, “but my father’s a physician, my mother’s a hand therapist, so the education piece has always been important to me. I maybe am a bit reserved in the sense that I want to get my college education before I invest everything into the sport, just because of how fickle a career can be and how short it can be. I’m a little reserved in that sense–I just want to make sure I have something I can fall back on.”
This grounded outlook was profoundly shaped by his experiences abroad. The sense of gratitude evoked by having something to fall back on–like a family that supports your dreams, or a country that supports your political beliefs–struck Lubahn poignantly during his time in Belgium.
From nine to twelve every morning, the sixteen-year-boy would sit alongside fully-grown adults who had come to Belgium searching for something he had experienced his entire life, but never truly appreciated: civil liberty.
“So I was in the classroom with refugees, essentially,” explains Lubahn, “from Uganda, the Congo, Afghanistan, Iraq, Turkey, all over the world. It was really eye-opening in terms of socioeconomic status and things like that. A lot of people go to Belgium to seek amnesty. I was sitting in a room with people who had to flee their country.”
Lubahn, on the other hand, had come to Belgium to take his soccer game to the next level.
As hard as it was to live alone in a foreign country at such a young age; as hard as it was to get knocked around in practice every day by calloused pros. As hard as it all seemed, he realized–this was nothing.
Simply living in a country where he didn’t have to escape oppression, where he could shoot on goal without fear of being shot himself, were gifts to be cherished.
Taking possession
After limping off the field that September morning, Lubahn was taken in for X-rays. He learned that he had torn his meniscus.
The prospects of his season were not bright, with surgery in store and no definitive timetable in place for his recovery. The team would have to move on without one of its leading goal-scorers.
Lubahn handled the news of his injury with the same unassuming perseverance with which he had walked himself to the sideline two days earlier.
Granted, he was upset.
In a split second he had been pushed to what his coach calls “the disposable wayside.” But civil liberty was not at stake here, this was a game–one season of a game.
“The injury, even there,” says Vidovich of Lubahn’s response to the news, “was just like, ‘Well, that sucks, but let’s get on with it. Oh, so I’m going to have to get surgery on it now? I’ll just deal with the pain later on in life.’”
It would have been easy for Lubahn to disappear after his knee gave out.
Most would have.
But Andy Lubahn doesn’t let his fear break him down.
He didn’t growing up as soccer player in Erie, Pennsylvania, and he didn’t playing against grown men in Belgium.
This fall, as he sat in the locker room or stood on the sideline, it was what he encouraged his teammates to do as well: to train like a champion, to go for the 50/50 balls, to take possession. His turn will come soon, and he will be ready.





